Things have a way of getting away from you....or me at least....it seems like there is always something going on; K has an endless round of activities and events to go too, there is always work, family obligations, friends- which are not obligations but its so hard to get everyone on the same schedule, harder now that some don't want to hang with others....and well then there is my love theres never enough time when it comes to him.....
So first off: K is great, getting so big, we're planning her 6th birthday party, a luau...she's graduating from kindergarten in another week but before then has music night, family night and a bday party to go too, plus she is all about something new she learned at karate...she's been talking more than ever about her father lately which is hard but I think we're on a good page with it all....I signed her up for summer camp, which basically means I will be broke for the next 9 weeks lol broker than broke, but she is worth it and I'd rather have her in there than just hanging out with my mom and the neighbor kids all day everyday. I am so content with being a Mommy, I think I do a pretty good job, K is ahead of where she should be lol she is so fresh though, 6 going on 16...
Work, is challenging, its the first job ever where i haven't been on top of my game straight out, its weird for me not to be the best and I'm not saying that to be cocky just saying its a different humbling feeling for me, but it won't beat me and I will be on top! trust!
Family is good, hoping my sister C gets a job soon or I'm afraid she'll head back to S Korea for a sure thing....my Dad announced he is retiring when he's 65 so 4 more years....my brother and his gf broke up which makes me sad for him, but also since she was always so standoffish happy too cause to be honest I've only got one brother so he better marry someone I like :o)
Friends, well I couldn't ask for better friends they all have something different to offer and all balance me in various ways, I hope that my daughter has friends like I do when she's older friends that will not only pick you up when you fall, but friends that will truly be there for you through thick and thin......
And last but not least my love....he called me last night 3 am his time *he's 6 hours ahead right now...just to hear my voice, how sweet is that? just to tell me how much he misses me and how I keep him grounded and how he can't wait to come home....awe.....he makes me feel like things that I had long ago given up on are possible....
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