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So I am going to Maine to visit family Labor Day weekend with my parents and K, I can't wait, I'm going to see my old friends, lol is it weird that I used to hang out at a bar that was actually called the bears den? before I ever met bear.....lol ironic I guess that I traded the den for the bear and now I have a cub? lol can you tell I've had a drink? I don't drink enough apparently cause one drink and I am giggling at myself.

My amour is coming home the day after I get back from Maine, I am so excited to see him, ok I am like jump up and down happy, I know gag, but he makes me so happy, he is so sweet and just hot as hell, but in a french nerdy way lol and he goes out of his way to make sure he makes me smile everyday, he always asks about things that I care about, he lets me bitch and gossip and makes me laugh about that he reminds me how every day with K is a blessing and I should think of it as such, he called everyone he could that played soccer and got K into a Fall league even though she's not the 'right' age just because he knew she wanted to play lol and because he said it will make her fall right asleep at night and give us more time. I miss him when he's gone and I think about him more than I'd ever admit, he tells me he loves me and I smile and he tells me he knows I love him too even though I am too stubborn to admit it, truthfully I'm not to stubborn to admit it but still too afraid...I know I am able to joke about the Bear situation and not cry over it but I also still wear those scars and worry, even though I know Jess said she'll kill him for me if he hurts me lol, I worry that if things didn't work out I wouldn't be able to pick up the pieces...but he tells me we'll always be friends, and I believe him after all I have known him my entire life....lol life, love, its all a gamble...

anyway...

how do people with more than one kid afford school shopping? HOLLY CRAP!