Its been awhile...

since I blogged lol and for a lot of other things!

Christmas is in a week, wow where has the year gone? Kaitlyn is so excited for Santa, its magical for her and such an amazing thing to experience as a parent, I went a little crazy this year, totally overboard but she's my only child and I didn't scrimp on anyone else, lol there that's my justification!

So I am trying to figure out what my next move is going to be, get a job, which thankfully I don't think that is going to be an issue, I literally have someone call me every day since I posted my resume online, or go back to school, or take K~ on the road and become gypsies...lol she does a pretty good magic show.... I'm so torn...I just want to provide K~ with the best things in life.....to be continued on this I guess....

I am hoping this weekend will be less hectic than last, Kaitlyn got her orange belt in karate, had a birthday party to go too for a preschool friend, went to see the new princess movie and went to La Salette Shrine...lol but it was all good and I love doing things like that with my daughter but wow can you feel me when I tell you I need some grownup Mommy time ? something that does not include dolls or crafts or princesses in anyway? I miss my friends, my real friends not the other Mommy's I have to have play dates with for K~ lol I'm talking Karly, Amanda, Danielle, Lys and Jess, LADIES WE NEED A NIGHT OUT!!!!!!! Save my sanity! lol

Alrighty this is it for now, I have to go clean up the house and get things together till its time to pick K up from school....

Hope everyone has a great weekend!

Seether - "Broken" feat. Amy Lee (Official Video)

I GIVE YOU MY TOP 10 THINGS I AM GRATEFUL FOR:

1. My health – I am grateful to be here today, and hope to be here for many tomorrows……

2. My Daughter. Kaitlyn truly reflects the best of Bear and I and I am so completely grateful for her every single day. She is who I want to aspire to be, she is smart, fun, warm, generous, loving and True. I love that she can make me smile with just a thought of her, I thank God for her every day, I am truly blessed to have her!

3. My Sisters- my sisters are amazing women and I admire and respect them beyond words.

4. My Brother- He makes me laugh, and THAT is something to be thankful for.

5. My Parents- they are always there for me no matter what and accept me as I am and never ask for more, they make me feel like I am a gift in their lives and for that I am eternally grateful!

6. The Rest of My Crazy ass Family - Crazy as they are - they mean well, for the most part…….. and they know how to LAUGH which is so important in life.

7. My ability to look for the bright side of things, my optimism has kept me going believing better times are coming...I think this is a gift for far too many people only ever look at what's wrong, rather than what's right or what's possible....

8. I am also thankful to all of my friends - with whom I share things and they in return. Thanks for putting up with me even though I don’t answer my phone enough lol

9. My Freedom, with so many soldiers fighting in Iraq and missing Thanksgiving at home, I want to thank them and all the men and women in the armed forces and I truly wish that they could all be home for the holidays with their loved ones. I pray for your safe return, soon!

10. my 'kinda sorta but not quite in laws' thank you for being so loving and kind to my daughter and myself, we make a weird but wonderful family.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING ALL!!!!

Annoyed.

hello single unemployed mother here but people are asking to borrow money from me or expect me just to pay because they think I have it....and weather I do or not is not the issue the issue is PAY YOUR OWN FUCKING WAY! Once and awhile is one thing but this is ridiculous!

ha ha

So because I pissed Hannah off in prior post she tried to fool me into thinking someone sent me a nasty email, someone important to me, lol went to a lot of trouble to make it look like they sent it even did something to the IP address BUT didn't know the person she was representing herself as didn't even live in that state or work for that company anymore! Jackass!

Don't make me call your MoM!

Get a life already!

It amazes me that I still have to deal with Hannah's shit, little harassment's, little things meant to annoy or to inflict hurt...things that mostly annoy like a pesky fly that you can't squish....

Its funny that she feels its necessary to go through all this web tracking or back tracking, I should say, I don't care and I always know its her no matter how she tries to fool me, I didn't think the things she does were possible, till her Mother told me how she'd been arrested for them before....crazy the things some people waste their time on.

Anyway, I just wanted to say to her if she's reading this, fuck off already!

Sugarland - Settlin': Video - Closed Captioned